The year is ending, again. Every year I gave myself new year resolutions which 90% chances of feeling regretful is very possible and hence I always asked myself at the end of the day A year just passed, what have I done to make my life fruitful? This year however, I can say, is exceptionally different. I managed to strike out the points on my resolutions list and carrying on completing the next.
One. My dance skills improved.
- Something which I always hoped for. I didn't want to stay at a certain level and not moving on to the next. So I did it! Though I still didn't see myself as dope, I find myself good. There're certain things I can't do while others can, I felt weak; but there're certain things I can do while others can't, I find hope!
Two. I lived my life to the fullest!
- I hardly see myself slacking at some boring places spending money shaking leg and wasting the time away. Instead, I see myself complaining Omgggg so busyyyyy! , which is better. See, I learnt that having to waste time and gaining nothing in the end of the day isn't smth I really like to feel, but then now, my schedule gets tighter with dance, boyf, projects and work, I felt that I'm not wasting my youth away! Of coz at some days I'll be slacking but maybe 85% of the year I'm not. Trust me, I like life like this.
And I just stopped at Two. coz I've forgotten what my other resolutions were... no big deal anyway, most probably are things like Saving Money, Dieting, Getting enough sleep... which all just falls into the Unfulfilled section. Ha. -______-"
Everything has two sides. Now the unfulfilled portion.
One. Failed to handle anger management properly
- This started ever since after October(?) My anger hasn't been very nice to many ppl, esp my poor little boiifriiend... I sincerely apologised. I'm trying to take control of it and not letting me to lose the grip so easily.. I didn't want to prove my mom right about saying All the Gohs family has a very bad temper. I want to prove her wrong. Believe me, this is on my 2010's resolution list.
Two. Failed to get enough sleep. Zzzzz
- Getting worst each year. My eyebag is becoming so dark that I could compare myself to a panda. (ha just kidding). Now i'm starting to get insomnia. Goshhhh!
Three. Bad habits are back
- My vulgarities are almost all back into actions recently which isssssss not very good. Boyf is rly unhappy about it. I realised too. But I'm seeing a change now!!!!!!! Hear me speak! :>
So far.. these are these. I can't remember much what else are on my resolution lists but owell, I'll be having a new one soon anyway.
Cheerios to all! Merry Christmas and Happy new year!
One. My dance skills improved.
- Something which I always hoped for. I didn't want to stay at a certain level and not moving on to the next. So I did it! Though I still didn't see myself as dope, I find myself good. There're certain things I can't do while others can, I felt weak; but there're certain things I can do while others can't, I find hope!
Two. I lived my life to the fullest!
- I hardly see myself slacking at some boring places spending money shaking leg and wasting the time away. Instead, I see myself complaining Omgggg so busyyyyy! , which is better. See, I learnt that having to waste time and gaining nothing in the end of the day isn't smth I really like to feel, but then now, my schedule gets tighter with dance, boyf, projects and work, I felt that I'm not wasting my youth away! Of coz at some days I'll be slacking but maybe 85% of the year I'm not. Trust me, I like life like this.
And I just stopped at Two. coz I've forgotten what my other resolutions were... no big deal anyway, most probably are things like Saving Money, Dieting, Getting enough sleep... which all just falls into the Unfulfilled section. Ha. -______-"
Everything has two sides. Now the unfulfilled portion.
One. Failed to handle anger management properly
- This started ever since after October(?) My anger hasn't been very nice to many ppl, esp my poor little boiifriiend... I sincerely apologised. I'm trying to take control of it and not letting me to lose the grip so easily.. I didn't want to prove my mom right about saying All the Gohs family has a very bad temper. I want to prove her wrong. Believe me, this is on my 2010's resolution list.
Two. Failed to get enough sleep. Zzzzz
- Getting worst each year. My eyebag is becoming so dark that I could compare myself to a panda. (ha just kidding). Now i'm starting to get insomnia. Goshhhh!
Three. Bad habits are back
- My vulgarities are almost all back into actions recently which isssssss not very good. Boyf is rly unhappy about it. I realised too. But I'm seeing a change now!!!!!!! Hear me speak! :>
So far.. these are these. I can't remember much what else are on my resolution lists but owell, I'll be having a new one soon anyway.
Cheerios to all! Merry Christmas and Happy new year!
