I'm here feeling so stress up. Upcoming MUSE is not a big deal, if I can keep on practicing, but now I've to work double hard for both opening and MUSE itself. What's more, Zaini has been strict, and I am scared of him ever since THAT VERY TIME. :'( I felt way behind than alot, regards to new cheros, doing steps correctly. Initially I regretted being in the opening, but that's not what I should be thinking. It's an opportunity for me to improve myself, I should. Frankly speaking, I hardly look up to myself. I felt that many are way better than me, and I'm just a nothing. Many told me not to think this way but I can't help it. Maybe it's how I started to feel motivated and work towards it, another hand it's really a negative action.

I'm so stress... I don't want to listen to songs I don't want! I just need you!!! :'(