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So, tomorrow's MUSE. I am excited, bcoz I'm dancing in tutu, mini fedora clip, boots, silver leggings and female magician coat. I feel so charaterised when I started dancing in it, seriously. Most imptly, Mom Dad are coming to watch me perform for the first time ever in my 18 years of life!! I must put up a damn good show for them!! And I'm mentally prepared for thousands of photos in my camera tomorrow! :}

Anyway, a kind soul recently returned my ezlink to school and this saves me from spending extra money on meaningless thing again! Thank you so much whoever-you-are again!!

Sidenote, since I've managed to save that extra money, I've decided to invest on a wedges! Sad thing, I foresee many people will be getting the same thing as me! :( it's okay, time to save (extra) money on zipia wedges as well! Girls can never get enough!

p/s I miss my boyyyfriennndd :*

▲Never Knew I Needed

Never knew I needed, you

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This week is super busy and tiring for me that I just had to skip sch ystd. Spent $60 on a high-cut boots specially for the performance next Weds. And on the same day itself, I lost my ezlink card. This means I have to spend extra time and money to make a new one. Whathehell. Seriously burnt a hole in my pocket for things like that, I don't feel good inside. I could have purchase my wedges using that $60 and the extra money for my tops. Nvrmind about it. On the brighter side, I quite love the boots, they say I look good in it, especially I've got long legs. Well, I take that as a compliment!! Am wearing it to sch next week to season it before the performance starts, won't want blisters at the end of the week. Ppl might see and think I'm crazy.... I guess.

I felt so lost and away from the outside world, just because I lost my ezlink card. I HARDLY LOST ANYTHING!! >:/

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omg MUSE is JUST NEXT WEEK and I thought it's still 2 weeks' away................

▲28th and 29th!

28/10:
Happy 1yr 1 month Pig!

I love you pig!Thanks for Bloo and Timbre!!

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29/10:
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HAPPY LEGAL TO ME!
I enjoyed myself very much as well this year!
Thanks to everyone who wished me and giving me lovely presents!!
I couldn't describe how happy I felt when SGC sung birthday song, how shocked I was when Faith Victoria Angela gave me chocalate muffin and sung me a song, how surprised I was to see Adam Dan Shandy outside and received a gift, how sweet Jean was to give me a bar of chocolate, the tons of comments I received at FB, how fun it was to club at Rebel with my girlfs and the present, how surprised and shocked I was that night, how cute SGC freshies can be when they gave me flower and candies, the usual bday cake from Mom Dad, and lastly how romantic my boyf can be to take me to Timbre for the night!!!!!!!!
Thousand thanks for making me smileeee the whole day!!

And I received $150 French Connection vouchers from MTV SWAG! So excited, it's like an exclusive advanced birthday gift! :>


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31/10:

Most frightening day of all. But everything ends off well, LUCKILY. Anw, went Bugis for a boots hunt. Failed, thanks to the weather.






Thanks everyone again! :>>

▲18th!

End of 29th and I'm offically 18th!! Thanks to all who wishes me well, the small little surprises and gifts, I LOVE THEM ALL! Thank you all!
A proper post will be up soon!

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no sales until I've to wear store's clothing to advertise... WORST SALE EVERRR!~

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Mom's coming back in 2 days' time! I'm gonna miss sleeping alone in the room, though I'm still scared of the dark.

Sad to say, tomorrow's Monday! I'm so not looking forward to sch, but am looking forward to Thrusday. Partly coz it's my bday, and also the start of the day I can relax myself. It's going to be hectic on Monday to Thrusday... but I can endure!!

I think I'm dropping the idea to club this coming Friday, reason being, there'll be preview and intense practices on the day itself till, estimate..11pm?? That's what happened last Friday, and I'm super worn out after everything, definitely... >>:'(

Side note, I noticed my temper hasn't been very nice to some ppl recently, esp Pig. I'm sorry. Guess it's either bloodyauntie visiting again or it's the stress I've been feeling.

▲rant

I'm here feeling so stress up. Upcoming MUSE is not a big deal, if I can keep on practicing, but now I've to work double hard for both opening and MUSE itself. What's more, Zaini has been strict, and I am scared of him ever since THAT VERY TIME. :'( I felt way behind than alot, regards to new cheros, doing steps correctly. Initially I regretted being in the opening, but that's not what I should be thinking. It's an opportunity for me to improve myself, I should. Frankly speaking, I hardly look up to myself. I felt that many are way better than me, and I'm just a nothing. Many told me not to think this way but I can't help it. Maybe it's how I started to feel motivated and work towards it, another hand it's really a negative action.

I'm so stress... I don't want to listen to songs I don't want! I just need you!!! :'(

▲oovoo

Before turning in...



Anw, I'm room-alone!!Mom flew to Seoul ystd for her vacation and left me sleeping alone for the next 7 days! I'm so afraid of the darrrkkkk! ~ but on the good side, I get to sleep peacefully... MISS U MOM!

▲ After 6 years

Met up with my primary school friends ystd for BBQ and it was absolute fun! Besides asking about our life now, most of the time we're reminiscing the past, joking and laughing how stupid funny dumb cute we are! One of them even apologised to me 'coz he once slapped me in the face for some reason --- I can't even rmb anything! and he said he had to apologise, he still felt guilty about it. HAHAHA!! The amazing part; many of us stayed the same except for a few. Either one became SLIMMER or the other became FITTER. We all changed, I can't imagine we were once classmates.... 8 years ago......! And I had the thought of leaving early, but still end up staying til 3am. I just cldn't leave and miss out the fun, I think I'll regret if I do that.

Ahhhh~ *cosmo:* good days, goooood days...

Hongyen, Kirstie, Cheryang are like my best friends laa... <:}